Damn, It Feels Good to be a Gangster
Posted Friday 11/09/2007 12:00 AM in
Guide
by
Chris Norris
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In the noir-classic Chinatown, a scheming old millionaire is asked the question: “What can you buy that you can’t already afford?” “The future,” replies the magnate. In Jay-Z’s case, the key to that future may lie in his past.
What is it about this movie that opened the creative floodgates?
It was the emotions I remember from that time. Paranoia, excitement, addiction. It really is an addiction. After a while in the game, you become addicted to the excitement and the sense of uncertainty. Because any day could be your last. Cops are watching you, enemies are watching you — and knowing that, it’s this weird … rush.
It sounds like you’d never felt more alive.
[Nods and raps] “I never felt more alive/Than ridin’ shotgun in Cline’s green five.” I said that on [The Black Album’s] “Allure.” Absolutely. Because every second of that time you’re on pins and needles. It’s like gambling — gambling every day. For the highest stakes.
Do you gamble today?
Yeah. But I can’t re-create the feeling. [Laughs] I wish.
We hear you like to play the card game guts. What’s the most money you ever won or lost at it?
Mmm … probably 100 some thousand dollars.
Won or lost?
Oh, no, I’ve never lost 100 thousand. I’ve maybe lost 30 thousand. I’m a pretty good gambler — a calculated-risk gambler.
Do you bet on sports?
I may bet on the Super Bowl. I’ve bet on that before. Anywhere between 30 and 50.
… grand, right?
[Laughs] What’d you think, million?



